Having nightmares since 13.05.2014 where we started re-induce Hakeemy with Prednisolone 40mg/day and the condition has refuse to get any better.
He was having a good result for the pass 2 days and suddenly goes up sky high to 4+ again yesterday.
Cough & colds looks like getting resolve slowly, but not the syndrome.
I am really confused, as much as terrified about this situation. A mother with fragile heart. How can I stand still & become strong to face this kind of situation?
Hakeemy, please be strong enough to fight your illness... Poor baby, you are too young to take up all this.
Next plan of action:
Sending him back PPUM on Sunday as we have wedding trip to be attended to JB this Friday + Saturday.
The wedding is as much important to Hakeemy's father because it's the wedding of his little sister.
I'm afraid, I feel like surrender him right away, today. But people will think I'm selfish then... I hope he is doing fine for this 2 days.
Ya Allah, aku berserah pada-Mu. Aku bermohon pada-Mu. Sembuhkanlah sakit anakku. Jauh lagi perjalanan hidup yang perlu di tempuhinya... Kasihanilah anakku Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya kasih sayang-Mu adalah lebih besar, mengatasi kasih sayang yang pernah aku ada terhadap anak2ku sendiri. Ameen....
Ya Allah, aku berserah pada-Mu. Aku bermohon pada-Mu. Sembuhkanlah sakit anakku. Jauh lagi perjalanan hidup yang perlu di tempuhinya... Kasihanilah anakku Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya kasih sayang-Mu adalah lebih besar, mengatasi kasih sayang yang pernah aku ada terhadap anak2ku sendiri. Ameen....
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